Things pretty cleared up by now. Had meeting yesterday. Don't feel like talking to any of my family members right now. kinda feeling confused, about what to do and what not to do. But am really relieved knowing that, my friends, Jasmine and Cheryl didn't abandon me, or like what I thought so.. 

But actually its my fault, I should be more understanding, since about that day, Thursday, I think they should be better off about going out with their classmates rather than me. I don't deserve their friendship, I think. Since I'm going to be offically quiting school. But I hope they won't abandon me, like what I feared the most-- Abandoned. The feeling of being abandoned. By friends, family. I know most of the people fear that the most.

What about death? People lived to die. People will die someday. There's no such things as forever, if you noticed. Family, friends will be gone after the day you died. You will be recarnated, and leaving back all the things you had in Earth. So you gotta  grip hard and live your life to the fullest, before your time ends.

Sigh, forget about me, I just needed to let out some things.. Luckily there's this invention called blogging. I got a feeling my english improved. YES BABYE. Thanks to my continuous reading of fanfiction and books! Although I have some spelling mistakes, feh. 

Off to watch Code Geass. 

HAH.

LONG LIVE LELOUCH! :D